What hurts the most

Was being so close.
Having so much to say
And watching you walk away.

Feeling so unimportant
When it was so easy to come to a decision to let go.
How important does this make it all.

Shouldn't we treasure the things we have and want and not do things we will regret?

The immense hurt that happens when we're about to lose a part of our lives that we have come to accept and get used to.

The utter feeling of disappointment and defeat when you feel that maybe this whole time it was only you fighting for it all.

How much do I mean to you a question I might never get an answer.

Maybe someone better is out there for you.
Maybe I'm not good enough to make you want to stay

Fucking hell
I'd rather be angry but all I feel is hurt and disappointment. I can't help myself I'm in the destructive bubble that causes hurt over and over again.

It's hard to go about my daily life knowing that sometimes things are not going to go my way. Its hard when you've been my support and strength for a long time.

It's really hard.